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To The Boy I Once Was

School, chores and play time were the activities I structured my day by.


Day by day I grew to want my place amongst the rest.


Felt so aloof to all that was going on, even when I tried to fit in I still stood out.


O! The agony of spite and being misunderstood.


Scruny fellow; you could step on him and not even notice for Molecule was tiny.


Smallie they called and it pissed me off for a giant rests within but how can you tell them when both your arms measures for one of theirs.


Manipulations and projections made me question my truths,...,wait am I really worthy to even be alive?


Suicide called, tried answering many times but the understanding that there's was more called louder.


Wait am I ever going to be accepted and loved as a bona fide member of the community I was birthed in?


O! The wails of a boy that felt lost
Why don't you love me anymore?
O! Is it because of this light, okay I'll shut it down just give me some love and attention?


The grown ones laugh for the plan has been seeded, unconsciously they fashion the little to become a bona fide member recognized by all but for that to be it must abandon it's innate truths, hence the young one lives all it's life trying to meet an expectation that can never sate it's soul for it has been silenced.


Unconscious Society; this is quite evident and many see the world being torn asunder and stoked every single day and at the heart of it all are the activities/programs that the collective engage.


The animals are not messing with humans neither are the plants and other elementals (to some degree), man is man's worst enemy but man's greatest enemy is himself.


I mean how can you treat yourself well and treat others like sh*t?


Even without divulging more about that you can see that those are 2 different ways of being.


You Can Only Give What You Have


O! Little one on the inner, it was not your fault that you were beaten down and your truths warped to serve the many.


Understand today that you have what it takes to heal yourself and still live those truths which are ever present.


With no explanation you can feel it ring within
Follow the line
Walk the path
Heed the call
And grace will flow


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