School, chores and play time were the activities I structured my day by. Day by day I grew to want my place amongst the rest. Felt so aloof to all that was going on, even when I tried to fit in I still stood out. O! The agony of spite and being misunderstood . Scruny fellow; you could step on him and not even notice for Molecule was tiny. Smallie they called and it pissed me off for a giant rests within but how can you tell them when both your arms measures for one of theirs. Manipulations and projections made me question my truths,..., wait am I really worthy to even be alive? Suicide called , tried answering many times but the understanding that there's was more called louder . Wait am I ever going to be accepted and loved as a bona fide member of the community I was birthed in? O! The wails of a boy that felt lost Why don't you love me anymore? O! Is it because of this light, okay I'll shut it down just give me some love and attention? The grown ones laugh for the plan...